Chapter537:RecoveredHeartbeat

It’sstrange,what’swrongwithmybody?

Sinceshereturnedfromthenightmareworldandmergedwiththerobins,shehadneverfeltsolight.

Afterleavingthenightmareworldwithrobins,shehadcursedherfatecountlesstimes.

Whyisitme?

WhydidIsurvive,buthadtofacethefatethatwasworsethandeath?

Howunjustthisfateis!

WhydidIhavetochooseBloodStamen!

Therewasnootherreason,itwassimplybecauseapartfromBloodStamen,therewasnoplaceforherinanycorneroftheworld.

Howmanynightsdidsheopenhereyesandthinkeverythingwasjustanightmare?

Butshecouldnevergoback.

Itwasherdestinytoaccepttherobin’spower,tocoexistwiththerobin,towalkintheendlessgod’sdomainswithbloodandkilling.

TheRobinwaskilled,instinctivelychasingthebreathofdeath,andastherobins’hist,shehadwitnessedendlessdeathoverandoveragain.

Asshewatcheddeath,theauraoftheabyssinherbodygraduallyerodedherbodyandmind.

Shewasliving,butunabletoenjoythebeautyoflife,sheevenbegantoregretthatshehadacceptedtherobinsandreturnedfromthenightmareworld.

"Whyisitnow?"Feelingthestrangebeatingofherheart,Robinwasataloss,likealostchild.

Herheartbeat,atthedayshecamebackfromthenightmareworld,wasonlyabouthalfofthespeedcomparedtootherpeople.

Thiswaspriceshemustpay,ifnotwiththerobins,shewouldhavediedlongago.

However,astheweakerpartofthepartners,herbodywasnotstrongenoughtoresisttherobins’power.Everytimeshewitnessesdeath,herbodywasclosertotherobins.

Initially,shewasnotawareofthis,thinkingthatshecouldstillbeinthehumanworldlikenormalpeople.

Soon,shefoundthathersenseofexistencewasgettinglowerandlower.Manytimesshehadcompletedthetasks,eventhepublishersofthetasksforgotwhatshelookedlike.

Itwaslikeadeepeningnightmare,shefoundthatthecostofreversinglifeanddeathwasalmostunbearable.

Ironically,everyonethoughtthatthiswasbecauseofhermurderoussecretskill,"theUnfortunateProphecyoftheRobin",andcalledher"aonceinathousandyearsgenius".

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Thelowerherheartrateandsenseofexistencewere,thehigherherrankingintheTenLeavesAlliancewas.

Whenherheartbeatreducedtoone-thirdofcommonheartrate,sheenteredthetop100listofthekillersoftheTenLeavesAlliance.

Whenherheartbeatreducedtoone-fifthofcommonheartrate,sheenteredthetop100listofthekillersoftheEasternGod’sDomain.

Thelasttime,shekilledapoet,andatthattime,herheartratereducedtoone-tenth.

Thepoetwasjustamortal,buthisadmirersevencontainedlegendrankedfemales.

Noonecouldfindanytraceofmurderfromhisdeath,becausehediedinaduelwithhisrival.

Unfortunately,theblessingoffatelefthimthistime,becauseRobinwaslookingathim,witnessingtheduel.

Afterthat,Robin’srankingimmediatelyraisedtotop10onthelistofkillers.

Robin’spowerwasincreasingasshewitnesseddeath.

ThedeathofthepoetbroughtRobinastrongerandmoredesperatepower.

Robinhadapresentimentthatifshecontinuedtowitnessdeath,onedayherheartwouldstopbeatingcompletely,andherbloodwouldcoagulateinherbody,shewouldbeinastateofneitherdyingnorliving.

Ah,yes,sheshouldhaveknownitalongtimeago,becausethatwasthepriceoftherobins’power.

Thatday,whenshefellintothepoolofblood,lookingupattheskythatdidn’tbelongtohumanbeings,andprayingtoallexistenceswhocouldhearhervoice.

"God,Buddha,evenifyouareadevil,Idon’twanttodie,aslongasIcanlive,Iwillpaytheprice."

Goddidn’trespondtoher,nordidBuddhahearhervoice.Onlythebloodybirdscameandwanderedonherbody.

Atthattime,shewasactuallydead,buthersoulwasstillwanderingaroundherbody,unwillingtoleave,lookingattheholethroughherchestandcrying.

Thebloodybirdssawhersoul,askedher,andtemptedher,

"Doyouwanttocontinueliving?"

"Doyouwanttoseetheworldagain?"

"Thenacceptus,acceptourstrength,ourdesire,ourjourney."

"Whokilledtherobin?It’ssparrows,sparrows!"

"Takeustofindsparrows,revenge,revenge,revenge!"

"Onlybloodcanbringusrest."

Shepromised,withnothing,thatshehadnochoicebuttheserobins.

Fromthenon,agirlwhohaddreamedofsunshinedisappeared.

Abloodrobinwasborn.

"Dong!""Dong!""Dong!"Whatwasthisfeelingofobtainingalongforgottentreasure?

"Myvoice..."Littlebylittle,sheobtainedtheheartbeatsheoncehadagain.Thegirlcriedwithjoy.

Justthesoundofherheartbeathadbroughtherinfinitehope.

Perhaps,Ireallyhaveanopportunitytomeetadifferentfuture?

EventhoughIhavegonethisfarandtothisextent,doIstillhaveachancetoobtainhappiness?