Chapter307:TheSorrowsofLuLu

"Whereisthisplace?WhoamI?"WalkingonthestreetofCaelianalone,LuLulookedaroundwithherlosteyes.

Inherbrains,hermemorywastellingherthatshehadtwodifferentlives.

Inherfirstmemory,shewasacommongirlborninasmalltownofWhiteLotusSwordDomain.Herswordtalentwasprettygood,soshecouldbecomeadiscipleofWhiteLotusSwordPalace.ShehadalsojoinedafemalegroupcalledStarwingKnights.

Inhersecondmemory,shewasacommonvillagegirlthatlivedinasmallvillageoftheWaterGod’sFantasyIsland.Becauseshehadagreattalentinpharmaceutics,peopleadmiredherandshefinallymarriedthegreatApostle.Shewasapharmacistthatwaslovedbythepeople.

Theyweretwodifferentlivesandtwodifferentmemories,buttheyweretotallymixedupnow,makingLuLufeelconfusedaboutwhoshewas.

TheselfthatlivedintheWhiteLotusSwordDomainwasjustaluckygirlwhocouldjointheSwordPalace.

TheselfthatlivedintheWaterGod’sworldwasapharmacistgirlwholuckilymarriedtheApostlesheliked,andshewasreallyenjoyinghermarriedlife.

Apparently,thefirstmemorywasclearerandmorestructured.Shecouldclearlyrecallallthedetailsofherlifeinthefirstmemory.Undoubtedly,thismemorycouldn’tbefake.

However,theselfthatlivedintheWaterGod’sworldwasalsoherself.

SheclearlyrememberedherexcitedfeelingswhenshefirstmettheApostle,heranxietyduetotheApostle’sunexpectedproposal,andhernervousnesswhenshelookedfortheApostlethenextmorning.

Shedidn’twanttodenythesememories.AlthoughthetimeshespentwiththeWhiteEmperorwasshort,everysecondwassweetandmemorable.Theywereallherpreciousmemories.

Beforeshetookbackherrealmemory,shereallythoughtthatshewasanativegirloftheWaterGod闁炽儲鐛╳orld.

TillthestarlightdroppedandtheSkySwordwasdefeated,herpastmemoryrecovered,andshefellintoacontradictionatthesametime.

Becauseshedoubtedwhichmemorywasreal,herpersonalityevenstartedtosplit.

OnesideofherselfinsistedthatsheshouldreturntoWhiteLotusSwordDomain,accomplishingherdreamasadiscipleoftheSwordPalaceandamemberoftheStarwingKnights.

AnothersideofherselfwantedtostaytogetherwiththeWhiteEmperorforever,livingoutherdayswithhim.

Twodifferentideasstruggledagainsteachotherinhermind,andshedidn’twanttogiveupanyofthem.

Ithadnothingtodowithrightorwrong,shejustneededtofacethisdilemma.

ToLuLuwhoselifehadjustbeenchanged,itwastoodifficultachoicetomakeachoice.

"Whydidyouchooseme?Canyoualsobeapersonfromtheoutsideworld?MydearWhiteEmperor."LuLutouchedheranimalears.Theywerethegiftssheobtainedfromthisworld.

Shecouldswitchherearsfromanimalearstohumanearsfreely,andthetwodifferentformscorrespondedtotwodifferenttalents.

Whenshewasinherhumanform,hertalentwas"swordskill".

Whensheswitchedtoheranimalearform,hertalentwouldalsobeswitchedto"pharmaceutics"atthesametime.

Thetwodifferenttalentsweretherootofherdistress.

Why?Originally,sheshouldfeelhappytohavethisfantastictransformationability,butthetwoformsbroughttwodifferentideas.

WhenLuLuwasinherhumanform,shewantedtoreturntotheStarwingKnights,becomestrongtogetherwithherpartnersandaccomplishedtheirdreamofbecomingthetopFemaleKnight.

WhenLuLuwasinheranimalearform,sheknewshehadbecometheWhiteEmperor’sbride.Shewantedtoaccompanyhiminthisworldforever.Nomatterwhatdifficultytheywouldface,shewouldneverleavehim.

Comparedtoherhumanform,heranimalearformhadastrongerwill.Afterall,shewasatalentedpharmacistthatwouldreachtheherorankverysooninthisform.

HerexistencewaslikethemostexcellentselfinLuLu’simagination.Whenshewasinthisform,shehadagreattalent,coulddoeverythingsheliked,andhadanadmirablelover.

ItwouldbeperfectifIcansplitintotwoandletthemenjoyeachother’slife!LuLuneverfeltsoannoyedinherheart.

However,shewasn’ttheonlyonewhowassufferingthispain.OtherStarwingKnightsgirlswerealsofacingthesametrouble.TheirmindswerealsoinahugemessjustlikeLuLu.

Theirexperiencesinthisworldwerelikethemostperfectdreamtheyhadeverhad.Theyallbecamethemostexcellentpersonalitiesinthisworld.

BecausetheywereallthedisciplesoftheSwordPalace,mostofthemwerestillhumanandwerestrengtheningtheirswordskilltalentsinthisworld,therefore,itwasstillacceptableaftertakingbacktheirrealmemories.Theyjustthoughtthattheybecamestrongerafterhavinganicedream.

OnlyLuLu,becauseherpharmacisttalentwasarousedbutnotherswordskilltalent,herpersonalityevenstartedtosplit.

"Perhapseveryoneiswaitingforme."LuLuknewit.Alltheothergirlswerewaitingforherchoice.

ShouldIreturntoWhiteLotusSwordDomain,orjuststayheretobetheWhiteEmperor’sbrideforever?

Thegirl’sheartstruggledwithanguish.

Everyonewaswaitingforherchoice,butshewashardpressedtomakeadecision,becauseshewastoopureandkindtomakethechoice.Nomatterwhatherdecisionwas,shewouldcertainlyhurtsomepeoplebecauseofit.

"LuLu!"

"SheisLuLu!"

"SheistheWhiteEmperor’sfirstbride!"

ThegirlsonthestreetandinthestreamslookedatLuLuwithenvy.

(TranslatedbyGravityTales妫ｅ啯袠)

ShewastheWhiteEmperor’sfirstbride.

TheWhiteEmperorwasbelovedbytheWaterGod,andLuLuwasthefirstgirlthatwaschosenbythesaviourofthisworld.

ShewastheonlypersonwhohadthisprivilegeintheentireWaterGod’sworld.

ShewasdoomedtobewrittenintothehistorybooksoftheWaterGod’sworld,hernamewouldbepraisedandrememberedbythepeopleofthisworldfromgenerationtogeneration.