Chapter192:JealousyandImpulsion
"Why?Whydidyoubetrayme?!"TheDarkShadowSpiderqueenstaredatYunXiangrily.
Noneofherpreyhadeverescapedfromherhands!Notonce!
"Whydidyouleaveme?Yousaidthatyouwouldbecomemything!"
"Oh,youwanttobecomeherthing?You鈥檙enotafraidtodie,areyou?"YunQuesquintedatYunXi,makingsureofhisdegreeoflecheryagain.
"Well,Ithinkthere鈥檚somemisunderstandingbetweenus..."PerspirationpoureddownYunXi’sface.
Now,hefinallyknewwhyhisheartpoundedfastwhenhesawher.
Itwasn’t"fallinginloveatfirstsight".Itwashisinstinctthatwaswarninghimthatthemysteriousblack-hairedbeautywasextremelydangerous!
Ifhehadsaid"no"atthattime,hemight...no,hewouldhavebeenkilledbythismysterious,dangerous,black-hairedwoman!
No!Ishouldstopthinkingit.
SinceshewasShayaLongnis’,theSkySword’ssubordinate,shecouldn’tbecomehisfiance.Afterall,hewastheWaterGod’sApostle.Theywereenemies!
"Answerme,whydon’tyouwanttobemything?!"TheDarkShadowSpiderqueen’stemperamentbecamemoredangerous.
Forthefirsttime,theDarkShadowSpiderqueendidn’tunderstandwhyshewassoangry.
Wasitbecausehertreasurewasstolen?No,thatseemedtobeit,butnotexactly.
However,whenshesawthatYunXiwastakenawaybyYunQue,shecouldn’trefrainherurgetokill.
"Becauseyouareenemies.So,youandhearedestinedtoendlikethis,"YunQuesaid.Sheopenedherbloodylongbow,lockingontotheDarkShadowSpiderqueeninherheadwithhostility.
"Wearedestinedtoendlikethis?"TheDarkShadowSpiderqueenfrownedandhereyesbecamesharp."Whodecidesthat?"
Itwasn’treal.Shecouldgeteverythingshewants,becauseshewasthequeenofspiders!Shewasthestrongest,mostexcellentexistence.Eventhoughshehadbeentransformedintothisfemalehumanform,thatwouldn’tchange.
(TranslatedbyGravityTales馃槥)
Aqueendeservestohaveeverything,andnoonecouldstealherthings!
鈥榊es,thisisyou.Thisisyourtrueposture,鈥橝deepvoiceechoedinsidetheDarkShadowSpiderqueen’shead.Itwashergod’svoice.Itwasthewhisperofthestrongestexistence.
Jealousy,jealousy.Itisugly.Itisbeautiful.
Tearoffthesurface,nothingintheworldisunintelligible.
Disinteresting,unpleasant,chaoticstuffs.
Cry,tangle,confession,wanttoprovokemyfond.
Howtodescribemymood?Eventothisday,Ican’tgiveananswer.
IfindthatI’madespicablecreature.
Noise,noise.Sobored,sobored,sobored.Can’thelpit.I’mnotgoodathandlingrelationships.I’mnothappy.
Tooshallow.I’mbored.
However,Ihatetobeeliminated.IfIcan’tbecomethemostpopularone,Iwillfinditunbearable.Afterall,Ihatetobedefeated.
EvenifI’mdirtyandfoul,evenifIhavetolie,ifIcan’tlookdownontheearth,Iwilllosethemeaningofmylife.
Ican’ttreateveryoneequallyandgently.
Ican’tprayformylover.Iwanttohearhercry.Iwanttomakehercry.It鈥檚agoodthing.
Sayyesandmeanno.Iwanttodoit,butIcan’t.I’mhelpless.
Ican’tliveinharmonywithhumans.Iwanther.Ican’tobtainher.
Wearepeoplenotofthesameclan.Wecanonlylookdownontheearth,makingeveryonekneelbeforeus.
Youwanthim?Youshouldgrabhim.Itisn’tawrongthingtofeeljealous,becauseitisproofofyourlife.
Choose!Choose!Don’tmindyourhasbeenhalfbody!Don’tmindyourdimfuture!Aslongasyou鈥檙estilllookingforbeautyinthisuglyworld,yourlifewillbesignificant!
Sothatyoucanliveinthisworld!
"Whodecidedthat?Nobodyhasdecidedit,butyou鈥檙enotthesamekinds!You鈥檙enothuman!"YunQuesaid.Shehadalreadydiscoveredthatthisblack-hairedbeautywasadangerousevilcreature.
Comparedtoher,amalefierydragonwasnothing.Shewastentimesmoredangerousthananymalefierydragon.
"Well,infact,Idon’tmindifmyloverisnotahuman..."YunXisaid,lackingofconfidence.
"Shutup!Sheisourenemy!"YunQueburstwithanger.Shedidherbesttodampentheirenemy’sspirits,but...hewasreallyapig-likemate!Hejustwastedallherefforts.
Yes,Iknowyoudon’tmindhavingaloveaffairwithfemalesofotherraces,butyoushouldn’tsayitnow!Thisblack-hairedwomanisabsolutelynotahumanoidcreature.Herbeautifulappearanceisjustaguise.Sheisundoubtedlyadangerousmonster!
You鈥檙eeveninterestedinsuchamonster?Ireallycan’tunderstandyourshamelessnessandlechery!
You鈥檙einsultingthename,"YunHai"!
"Yes,ithasnothingtodowithmyrace,"TheDarkShadowSpiderqueenlickedherlips.Shecouldfeelsomepartinherbody,somethingshehadlostfromalongtimeagowasreviving.
Itwasstrange.ShewasthequeenofDarkShadowSpiderRace.Sheshouldn’thavethisdesire.
Why?Whydidshehavethisimpulseinherheart?
Justlikewhatthefemalehumansaid,theirracesaredifferent.Butherinstinctwascontinuouslyurginghertohavesomespecialrelationshipswiththishuman.
Atthattime,shehadfeltanelectric-current-likefeelingwhentheywereskintoskin.Wasn’titjustherillusion?
"Iwanthimtobemything.Iwanthimtobemyowntreasure.Iwon’tletanyonetakehimaway!He鈥檚mine!"
Strongpossessivenessaroseinsideherheart.TheDarkShadowSpiderqueenhadneverwantedtoobtainathingsoeagerly.
Atthismoment,sheevenforgotheridentityandforgotthatshewasShayaLongnis,theSkySword鈥檚executor.ShejustfixedhereyesonYunXi.
鈥榊es,yes,thisisit!Showyourmostuglyandmostbeautifulappearance!鈥橳hevoiceechoedinsideherheartagain.