Chapter 1818 : Chapter 1818 -happiness is a liar
This would make her feel that everything she had done all these years was a huge joke.
She was like a clown, jumping around for many years, being filial to her in-laws, helping her husband and raising her children, taking care of the house, and doing everything she should do. She thought that her husband was on the same level as her, but she didn’t expect that everything was fake.
If this lie could continue to lie to her until she died, that would be fine.
Yet, after so many years, she found out.
Thinking back to the past, every day was like a knife cutting into her body.
Ji Mianmian carefully observed the expression on Madam Murong’s face. Her lips were tightly pursed, as if she was gritting her teeth. Her eyes were red, and she was trying her best to hold back something.
Ji Mianmian glanced at Madam Murong’s hand, which was trembling slightly.
She hesitated for a moment and tried to hold Madam Murong’s arm,””Mom, let’s ... Go over there and sit for a while.”
Madam Murong did not say anything. Hence, Ji Mianmian tried to help her walk. Like a puppet, she followed Ji Mianmian and sat on the bench.
After sitting down, Ji Mianmian did not know what to say. Recently, she felt that she had been saying the wrong things. She was afraid that if she said something wrong again and angered Madam Murong, what if she rushed over again to kill Murong Zhihong?
Murong Zhihong’s body could not take a second round of torture.
After a long time, Madam Murong said with red eyes,””Are you very curious about what happened between me and him?”
Ji Mianmian thought for a moment.”I ... I ... I’m a little curious,” she said,”but if you don’t want to tell me, then don ‘t. I know that you probably don’t want anyone else to know ...”
Before she could finish, Madam Murong opened her mouth,””He’s much older than me. I was only 24 when I married him ... He was almost 40 then. He was so good to me that I couldn’t believe that there was such a good man in this world ... When he proposed to me, I was so happy that I almost went crazy. I never thought that I would meet such a perfect man in my life and have such a good marriage.”
Ji Mianmian wanted to say something, but she realized that Madam Murong’s eyes were blank. Perhaps she was just venting her anger and was not telling her.
Since that was the case, then she should stop talking and let her vent all the grievances in her heart.
“After we got married, I tried my best to do what a wife should do. I was filial to my parents-in-law and helped him take care of everything at home so that he didn’t have any worries. Even when Murong cuiting and those relatives came to find trouble with me when he wasn’t around, I endured it and never told him because I didn’t want to make him feel vexed...I didn’t want him to feel that I couldn’t even do that ...”
Ji Mianmian laughed.”You ‘re, especially ... Especially amazing. You’re the second person I’ve met that makes me feel like you’re amazing ...”
Other than Yan qingsi, Ji Mianmian truly felt that Mrs. Murong was the most domineering woman she had ever met, especially when she was facing Murong Zhihong just now.
“Powerful?” Madam Murong laughed out loud and tears welled up in the corner of her eyes.”If I was powerful, I wouldn’t have been afraid to question him even though I knew he didn’t love me. I wouldn’t have been afraid to run in front of that B * tch and tear her mouth apart. I clearly knew that I was a substitute, but I still ... Endured it for so long. I can only put on an act.”